Chapter 38

"Wolfsbane." I thought he would be happy, after all, he enjoys seeing me in pain, but the expression on his face was not at all. "Ad—" I interrupted him. "No, I'm serious. I want this." I just need something to numb the pain I feel now, most of which comes from Keith. I know what I have done is not good for her. Sometimes you need physical pain to reduce emotional pain. "The ceremony will be held in a few days." "I don't want to wait a few days. I want it now." He stood up and I followed. "Ada, no. I won't do this, I can't give it to you, because you would be regret, and I won't deal with it." "No one wants you to deal with anything, I will deal with it." I was angry, the feeling I felt in the forest was trying to take over my body. "No dealing? I am your mate, if you didn’t want to deal with me, you shouldn’t drag me here! You should leave me in that forest. I know you want to play seek-and-hide until I get messed up and have no chance to refuse you." 　　 　 I looked into his eyes.