Chapter 42

Why did Alliyah abandon him? What was she thinking when she left him in that office? Was she evening thinking? I knew she wasn't a big fan of children when we were growing up, but she was never mean to them either so why was she like this to her own child? When we placed with our dolls, we'd always talk about getting married and having children. What changed her? Was it becoming a famous model that got to her head? She became conceited, someone I couldn't recognize. She slept with the man I was going to marry, and she hid it pretty well. Why am even surprised that she would leave her child behind? I had no idea what she is capable of anymore. It has been so long since I've seen, maybe she got worst over the three years. Was she even capable of love? Clearly not, because if she was then she wouldn't have left Henrique behind, she wouldn't have hurt me. I sighed and closed my eyes. I'm exhausted, today Henrique decided he wasn't going to take any naps and even know he had so much energy