Chapter 25.

　　Serena's POV. 　　I turned around facing Richard, I felt weak, as I stared into his eyes, I could not say no, Richard's eyes were filled with sincerity. 　　I felt guilty at the sand confused. On the one hand, my heart wants him, but my mind want to stay far away from him. It's crazy. My whole body was against each other. 　　Richard wrapped his hands around mine, I closed my eyes, trying to balance my breath. I took in a deep breath, opened my eyes and I saw Richards lips on them. 　　"It's fine to take your time, I'll be waiting for you," he said, his voice filled with pain. "I deserve this after all." 　　As he let go of my hand, ready to stand up, I grabbed his hands, holding him back. He raised an eyebrow, confused. 　　"Did I say something wrong? Serena, I'm sorry if I did." 　　I smiled, how can I tell him that the only thing he did wrong was making me want and hate him at same time. 　　"Can you just let me talk?" I said, and he nodded, his eyes filled with concern. 　　I stood up, and my arms