Chapter 19

　　Jin suddenly lost his mind. On many drunken mornings, Jin would often see Ciara greeting him with so much tenderness. 　　When Jin did not reply, Yana continued, "Uncle Ben told me that you had not gone downstairs for two days. When I came in, you were lying in bed with a high fever and unconscious. Don't you know how worried I was?" 　　With tears pooling in her eyes, she bent down and hugged Jin on the bed. He frowned when he saw her hugging him and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine." 　　Then he pushed her away without any affection and got out of bed. 　　Yana squinted when she was pushed and bitterly said, "Jin, Ciara is no longer here. If your wife is alive, she wouldn't want to see you like this." 　　Jin felt a tug in his heart. With brows furrowed he said, "I know. Don't mention Ciara's name in front of me in the future." Then he went down to the living room. 　　Yana didn't follow Jin downstairs but stared at the dried-up blood on the floor of