Self-reliant

In the past, Stella has been living a life where there was no distinction between life and death. She felt as if her soul had long been sucked out... She could only rely on inertia and continue to live slowly in the world. Sometimes she smiled, and sometimes she cried, sometimes she enjoyed herself and sometimes she shed tears. Most of the time, she could remember that when she was young and frivolous, she went to her classmate's house to play the piano, practice guitar, and sing songs. Sometimes, she played chess and other games with boys. She often lost, and then went to sing. As soon as she sang, she regained her fighting spirit. Only when she sang she could feel that she was looking down on everything like a queen, as if she was full of freedom and vitality. She remembered that there was an orientation party in the university department, and everyone wanted to come up with ideas for it. Emily knew Stella's level, so she proposed to let Stella come up with a piano and guitar so that