Chapter 18.

It has been three weeks since I have been in this pack, with me being ignored and treated like trash by Lawrence and Britta, but it's okay at least I am being treated well by the rest of the royals it's been lovely. I am more close to Lillian and Becca now but that doesn't mean I am more open to them now but I am trying to be more relaxed and give them a chance. Becca and Ethan are getting closer, they can't even stay five minutes away from each other with love growing immensely between them. I can't help but wish I have that kind of love from my mate but once again I wasn't meant to be loved that was my curse I have learned to live with all my life. I don't know what is happening but can't sleep or eat properly, must be the mate pull because we refused to accept it but I will go through this with a strong mind, fighting it when needed. Come to think of it I was supposed to have experienced heat by now, but I am not complaining it's for the best I thi