81 Joy Restrained

      Suppressing her overflowing joy, Alexandra began to think aback to her previous life.  Alexandra recalled her childhood, growing up in a small town where opportunities seemed scarce.  Against all odds, she pursued her education with unwavering determination, fueled by a burning desire to make a difference in the world. Alexandra described the challenges she faced along the way, moments of doubt and uncertainty that threatened to derail her dreams.  But with each setback, she found the strength to rise again, fueled by a resolute belief in justice and equality. She continued her backstory;  She recalled the day her sisters son had said the most mature thing ever, it hurt her feelings and made her feel pity for him.                                 ***       I stood at the front door, my heart pounding in my chest, as i prepared to go on another date with Mark.  I had told him to pick me up by weekends. I felt that my connection with him had grown st