Chapter 41

　　Neon's perspective 　　I swept everything off my desk, flipped the table in the study room and screamed. 　　This isn’t what I wanted but I couldn’t stop it from happening. Aria wasn’t wrong that I was afraid of losing my title as Alpha, my father lost it before he was killed by rogues. 　　I didn’t want to end up the way he did, that’s why I thought I could handle the situation. 　　But things were getting out of hand, and I almost fought with my Beta, which was wrong, Silas has been beside me for a long, and I know I shouldn’t have done that to him. 　　It just happened at the wrong time. I was already pissed after the conversation I had with Aria and his words just happened to ruin everything. 　　I have to explain a few things to Aria and make her see things the way I do. I don’t want her to leave me, I don’t think I would be able to survive it if she leaves. 　　I slid on the ground slowly and held my hands around my legs. I wanted to see Aria, but I needed some time before I went to her. May