Chapter 45

I looked at him for a few seconds. I really wanted to just walk over to him and hug him right now. Just to be in his arms one last time and feel him close to me. We weren't going to date anymore, so we won't be in each others arms anymore. We won't even be close to each other. Of course, I didn't do that though. He would looked at me weirdly and wondering why I did it. I wouldn't have any viable explanation. I didn't want to scare him and show my feelings in anyway. "Thank you for helping me. I'm glad you did." I said before things get awkward. "You know, the pleasure was all mine." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. It wasn't his usual confident and happy smile that I was accustomed to. I looked at the floor for a bit before facing him again. "So um, thanks again." "Yeah, anytime." I left his house and walked over to mine feeling utterly incomplete. I couldn't explain the feeling, but it was as if I left my heart behind. "Hey, where's Tyler?" I turned from my locker tow