Chapter 51

I sighed and accepted the fact, "You're right. I am still broken and I will always be. Everyone I love hurts me. I always get hurt." I tried to keep in the tears as I spoke but they started to fall anyway. Carlos got up from his seat and came and sat beside me, be wrapped his arms around my frame and whispered in my ear, "That's not true. Not everyone who loves you hurts you. I've never hurt you." I sniffed, "You eventually will," He rubbed my back gently. "Never," he lifted my head up to his face. "How can I hurt the person how acted as my girlfriend for years until my parents couldn't take anymore and told me to stop the act." That made me smile a little. His parents knew he was gay but wanted to know how long he'd keep up the act, they had a bet on it too. I held up my pinky finger to him. "Promise?" He smiled at placed his pinky finger in mine. "Pinky Promise." I laughed and he proceeded to wipe my tears. I straighten up myself. "You're still going to visit Martin's family, t