Chapter 46

I build up some courage then said, "If you don't want to, I understand completely." He started laughing so I looked at him with a frown. He was laughing so hard and it was getting me a little angry. Did he think I was joking? Why was he laughing? I turned my head and looked in my room, maybe I should just go before I sink deeper. When I turn to leave he held onto my hands, "No, don't go. I'm sorry. You frighten me when you said that." He said still laughing, "You're so innocent." I turned around, I couldn't stand and watch him laugh at me. Laugh at how innocent and naive I am. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes, ready to fall. He was still laughing and I still couldn't understand what was so funny. Gosh, I'm such a fool. Before I could take the first step to enter in my room I felt his arms around my waist. He stopped laughing and placed his chin on my shoulder. "I'm sorry," he said softly. He turned in his arms so I could look him in the eye. He immediately saw the tear