Chapter 12

　　I was put under house arrest again. 　　As I was being taken back to the villa, Xavier spoke to his bodyguard, “Don't let her go out, even if she threatens to kill herself again. She can die for me too.” 　　I heard everything, but I didn't feel anything. Perhaps my heart had already stopped beating and all that was alive was just a body. 　　My life was no different from before, except for my diet. 　　Two bodyguards guarded me, two nannies took care of me, and two doctors and nurses were on standby at any time to check on me every other week. 　　Autumn went to spring, and in a flash of half a year, I was pregnant for more than seven months and my belly has gotten quite big. 　　Today, after the checkup, I was basking in the sun out on the balcony on the second floor, doing some wool work with my hands. 　　I was taught how to knit by the nanny. I was against it at first, but later, as the months passed by and the baby’s kicks has gotten stronger