Chapter43: I'm never letting you go again

On the way home, I told myself over and over again. Ethan was no good for me. Ethan was toxic. He was a brute. He was selfish. He didn't care about my feelings and did whatever he wanted to me. I should stay away from him no matter what. He was no good for me. That's what I told myself, and I tried to stay away from him but failed miserably. Seeing him tonight changed everything. He looked so dejected about his father's death even though his father treated him like shit. I could sense his loneliness from across the room. He had no one left. Then a sudden realization hit me. I didn't want to be without him anymore. I love him. I wanted to hold him and tell him he had me. I was dumb enough to let him sway me again, happily so. I left with Charles because I needed to talk to him first. I couldn't leave Charles hanging anymore. He deserved to know how I felt. "Wait. I need to tell you something," I said before Charles left me. His eyebrows rose inquiringly. "What's the matter." "First of a