Chapter 34

"So how much in total?" "$150 dollars, ma'am." He responded. I then handed him the bill and he in turn handed me my packed groceries. It's been three days since I left New York. It wasn't an easy decision but I had to because I know that Xander's probably gonna come there to see how broken I am after our divorce. Chee! I hate that man No you don't. I really...well yes. I unfortunately I'm still in love with him. It feels like yesterday when we were so happy with each other. I miss him and his dazzling smile that make my stomach do somersault. I miss everything we did together. I miss his touches, his kisses, his every stroke on my neck and hair... Oh focus Nichole! Anyways, you can't expect a person to get over the feeling of love within three days but I'll try. Try my hardest to get my shits together and move on from him. I already submitted my resumé to some companies here in Seattle yesterday so I'm s