I can't let her go

NOLAN "You are not going to make her stay?" Nigel asked and I shook my head. "You will let her go without a fight?" "I can't keep her with me" I answered flipping the pages of the book I was holding. "You are letting her go for the second time, without a fight?" I closed the book and sighed. "I don't want her to regret staying back here" "Do you think of how she feels?. Why did you not let her make her decision herself?" "She was going to leave, I know that. I just don't want her to feel bad leaving me. I don't want to be pitied" "Nolan, letting her go isn't the best option. Do you think she will reject you?" I shrugged. "I can't say" "If she doesn't reject you, you won't be able to resist her for long" "She will have to reject me" "And you will lose half of your power. If you are not strong enough you might lose your wolf. What about her?. What if she dies?" I blinked. "She is not going to die. She is strong enough to take care of herself" "You t