Chapter 8

SHLEIRA POV

After I showered I slept first and got dressed.
I feel heavy so I prefer to lie down and sleep I need to gain Strength because I am really weak and my Head hurts.

A few hours later I also woke up because I felt pain in my chest I did not know what was the reason then.

Sh*t curse this feeling !!!

I get up and enter Cr, I feel as if my stomach is going to turn upside down.

I can almost rub my face In the sink with extreme weakness !! Pest what is going on ??! I kicked Myself but I wasn't hot which I didn't expect.

I can feel that I'm sick! Totally sick !! But why am I so cold ???

My eyes dimmed as I stared into the mirror I could barely see myself.

I just washed and then brushed my teeth and it turned out that I thought of going down because I remembered that no one was going to cook our dinner because the helpers were on vacation.

I can't get past what happened before, especially Tres's attitude.

When I came out of the room, I felt something strange.

I don"t know but it seems like the weight of the atmosphere right now here in the whole house?

What's happening??

Tss. Maybe my imagination again but I was more surprised when Someone suddenly appeared in front of me, I was almost stunned by what happened.

His speed.

It's like Flash.

He didn't notice me, he closed his eyes and you thought he was holding back.

His fist was clenched and the tendons in his neck were coming out. The movement of his tattoo on the nape of his neck is also noticeable.

Is it like a snake? Snake tattoo moving.

I closed my eyes because I was feeling like I was just imagining that again.

And I looked at his neck again but I didn't see his tattoo moving here. Maybe I was just amused.

"Three?" He looked at me, did I just wake up again ???? Yung mata nya ..... tama ba ang nakit ko ???

That it turned red?

It disappeared quickly and was replaced by the natural color of his eyes. Brown.

He smiled at me.

"Are you still there?"

"I can't just get out of my room because I'm asleep, dos?"

"He can't come home for 1 week. Our Parents called him and asked him to do something" oh? Do they still have parents ?? But why are they here and together ??

"Aww it's a pity, eh U-uno?"

I noticed his shock at my question as if he had stiffened in his stance. There were traces of mixed emotions in his eyes.

"He's fine, as usual he wants to be alone. He's in his room ... writing"

"Ah okay I'll go down first, I just cooked what we're going to eat for dinner"

"All right, I'll go into my room first, I feel a little worse because maybe earlier" he said goodbye and entered his room.

I sighed.

I entered the Kitchen and that's how depressed I was when I remembered that I didn't even know how to cook.
Sh*t pano to?

Bahala na.

I opened the refrigerator and took vegetables, meat etc. I washed them first then took another container then took the Chopping boad and knife.

Now how do you do this ??

Hays take care !!

I took the vegetables and started chop chopin then the carrots to peel.

Unexpectedly as I was picking up the carrota, the knife went missing and one of my fingers was cut.

Shit !! I was stunned to see blood running down my finger.

Oh no !!!!

"F*ck what have you done !!!"

I was surprised when uno suddenly came, he looked at me badly and he was holding my bleeding index finger.

I noticed the release of the tendon in his neck, which you thought he had restrained something, he tightened his grip on my finger in a flash it was on his lips, I was shocked to watch him suck the blood from the finger ko, that's my mommy's job before.

What he was doing felt strange.

"Your blood is sweet"

He took me to the sink and washed my finger and he treated it then without saying a word he came out of the kitchen later he also came back.

"Just sit down here, I will cook"

He gave an authoritative order that I obeyed. He just takes care of it seriously, I don't know what he's cooking but I can smell the smell of it.

"Can you teach me to cook?" I covered my own mouth when I suddenly said that, pest oh he barely stopped what he was doing and turned to me. His face was blank, I know he didn't like what I said.

"Next Time" O__O means !!! Pumapayag sya ??

"Really ?!"

He just nodded.

"KYAAAAAAH THANK YOU!" I didn't realize that I got up and ran to him and hugged him!

I know he was surprised and hugged me too because we almost fell!

I felt like I was frozen when I hugged him and was embarrassed to walk away, meeting his eyebrows as I stared at his face.

"S-sorry I'm just happy ..."

"It's okay" then he turned around and continued cooking.

I felt sad.

He doesn't care.

After a few hours of her cooking and watching her, she also served, I also helped and our service became quiet, later three came and I greeted her and she gave me a small smile, they didn't even notice. magkapatid.

"Here" I was shocked when Uno put food on my plate.

"T-thanks"

"Just eat" and he motioned for me to eat. But the tightening of tres's grip on his spoon and fork didn't escape me. It seems to suppress anger.

"T-three Are you okay?" He turned to me.

"Yeah, Here try this one" he also put food on me so the food almost overflowed on my plate.

"S-thank you hehe"

"I've already fed him, I don't think he can consume it" uno said reluctantly while eating. I saw the bad look that tres gave to the brother that uno caught exactly. There was tension between them and the atmosphere was getting heavier.

"I thought only women had plastic men"- Tres

"What do you want to say?" -Uno

"Quit acting bro, it doesn't matter to you. You know what I mean"

I look at the two of them alternately.

"I don't know what you're saying Tres, Just Shut the F*ck Up, we're eating"

"Ow! I thought you were full before, I didn't know you like to eat a lot bro" Bagang ni Uno sighed. What is happening to these siblings?

"Don't try me Tres, for the second time .. you know what I'm capable of ..."

"I know bro I know Just joking"

"Ehem? What are you talking about guys? I'm still here .... You know what's the meaning of the words 'Out of place'?" I said sarcastically but they didn't say anything and ate again.

Shake shake I continued until After we ate they stopped urinating. And he went up to their room, left me at the table and washed what we had eaten.

After I washed I also decided to go up but a cold hand pulled me.

"A-ah sir?"

" accompany me"

"Huh?"

"Sit down. Read what ever you want. Just keep quite, don't disturb me ..." He sat down on his swivel chair and moved closer to his table in front of his Laptop. It looks like he's going to write a Story.

I stood up and looked at the books on her shelves and a book caught my attention.

Twilight.

"You're fond of vampire- Fanstasy genre especially the Twilight?"

It was as if my hand had been burned when I pulled it back from holding that book. I turned to Uno who was staring at me seriously. "I..I don't know sir ... Actually I am not really Fond of fantasies and Vampires but this one really evoked my interest and Caught my attention." "Aren't you afraid in Vampires, monsters Or whatever it is ?? Are you ??" "I ... ugh ..Vampires ?? ... Uhm --- Actually they are really scary But I don't think They really exist. Oh come on !! It's 21st century! "Nevermind..forget about that go on ... Try to read that One ... Maganda yan" "S-sige po" he went back to what he was doing and I took the book then went back to the Couch and lay there then started reading. A few hours later I suddenly heard uno sneeze. "Maid" "Y-yes sir Uno ??" "I want coffee" "S-okay I'll do it" I immediately put on the Book I was reading and went down to the kitchen to brew coffee. Then I went upstairs and entered Uno's Study room but I found him leaning on his table and breathing deeply. He fell asleep. I put the Coffee on the side and stared at uno, His hair is really long so it covers his eyes again, I tore it apart and an angel who was sleeping startled me. His Eyes, His Brows, His eyelashes, His nose, His lips, Gosh, why so handsome Uno? My eyes go to the screen of his laptop. "I am a terrible monster thaT I never wanted to be, I want her, I like her, I love her and I need her, But How can I be with her IF I can't get Rid of the monster Inside me. It sad to think That she's the one Who Feel the bond between us, the invisible connection but I know that she's not the one who set for me, She's not the one I have To marry. I am tied into someone I never wanted to be my wife. It sucks to think that I am hurting the person I want to spend my life with. Her eyes, Her Smile, her childish side, her sweet and caring attitude I knew I met an angel, that made A demon's heart, Melt and Beat for the first time "_ Vlood Myre Zafersync
"I'm always been the invisible girl he didn't notice. It hurts, but I can Endure the pain he caused me Just to win his heart. I wish I am her. I WISH I AM THE ONE WHO BOUND TO BE WITH HIM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. But the painful truth hit me, I am just an ordinary girl. I'm not belong to be on his world, My heart belongs to someone else. " _ EYchem Leira AsherLim My heart pounded at what I read. Suddenly my chest tightened and my tears kept dripping for reasons I don't know. Maybe I can imagine uno and me in those two. What if that happens to us? What if, like in another story, Uno is set to marry a rich woman. I know we are rich, but you know if there are more rich than miradales. What if I'm only up to here, what if I'm not the protagonist in this story ?? And what if Uno just passed through my life to make me feel that the person we choose to love will not always love us but not all the time ... whoever is the person we love so much is also the one we can stay with huli. I'm scared. I'm afraid I'll lose Uno. Even though he's not really for me. "Why are you crying?" "H-hu ah sir hehe I just brought it to Ginawa nyo e-here's your coffee" "Ok, thanks, By the way You can go to your room now thanks for joining me here." He said that without looking at me. "Ah sir?" "Yes?" "Can I borrow this one? I'll just finish" "Go on" He simply answered before I finally left. "I can't lose you, But I can't have you Maybe this is the best way. It's more than enough to feel your presence and to see you smile ....... Thanks for Loving me .... and I'm sorry, time Will come and I will going back to the world we're I came from and I will leave your world. I'm sure you'll find someone Who really Meant for you. And I know It's not me in the first place. " _Redley. "Eira" "I'm not eira" "No you're eira !!" "Say it's not me, right? !! You're weird! My name is Ash !! Ashleira Miradale !!" "You're Eira My Eira" "No..no .... no !! Go away !!!" I just kept running ... until I collided with something. I confronted her .. she was a woman in a black gown. Red -eyed and holding a Black rose. "You ruined Everything !!! You shouldn't have lived !! You shouldn't have come back !!!!! I HATE YOU !! YOU'RE GOING TO STEAL !! YOU JUST STOLE EVERYTHING FROM ME !! DAMN YOU EIRA !!" "H-I DIDN'T SAY EIRA !! I DIDN'T KNOW YOU FORGIVE ME !!" "I WILL HUNT YOU EIRA !! I WILL COME BACK AND FIND YOU !! AND I WILL MAKE SURE WHEN I RETURN YOU WILL LOSE EVERYTHING !!!! I WILL TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I WILL DESTROY YOUR LIFE AND KILL YOU !!" "GO AWAY !! I AM NOT EIRAAAA !! LEAVE ME ALONE !!" but I only heard her laughter. "I WILL KILL YOU ... I WILL KILL YOU ALL !!" "STAY AWAY FROM ME! LEAVE ME ALONE !!!" I get up and catch my breath while rubbing my chest. It hurts again. Bad dream again! When will I stop those lintek dreams !! I can hardly sleep well anymore. I can't go back to sleep once I wake up. Peste kasing eira na yan !! Until now I do not want to silence my life! I looked at the wall clock, it was 4:35 in the morning. I took off my jacket and opened the door to the Veranda. The cold wind greeted me immediately. Hug my own I lean On the railings while staring at the stars. "Are you coming back ???" "Yes" "When ?? Will you leave him?" "I'll be back but not yet .... After the Upcoming asshshsjzkzkzl" "Asjshsh, you will definitely marry ahzbsjskk .." "Yeah, that's what's set, isn't it?" "But ..... Ajhbhjk, he feels weird. I know you know that and you feel like there's a connection between the two of you."
"I don't have time for her .... She's not even that important to me. She's a Stupid mortal. And you're aware that maybe she's my fan, right ??" "She will be hurt" "Labas na ako dun, Like what I've said, I don't care and I'm not interested" I felt pain in my chest. I hope I just didn't hear that. I knew I was what they were talking about. I'm just his fan.
He doesn't care about me.
He is not interested.
And most of all, she's Mag Fiance. I don't know how I heard them. Maybe it's because his room is right next to mine. I wiped the tears that suddenly disappeared from my eyes. "I didn't say. You like me too. My only wish is that you be sensitive to what you say, because I'm human, I'm not a robot, I have a heart, I'm not a rock. And most of all, I'm hurting too." I want Uno, I want him! Yes I want him ... I can't do anything because I just felt it. I didn't know that despite his behavior, I would like him like this, but I seem to be wrong about the person I liked. It feels like I've lost somebody that wasn't even mine. Later, a shooting star suddenly passed by ... to my surprise, I chose to turn a blind eye and wish. I wish ....... the person I like will also like me. I hope I can receive a gift that I will never forget on my Birthday. And you know whom I was reffering to. It's one and Only Uno Redley Lavigne. My dream And Ideal guy.
"Let's go" I immediately followed him even though I had something that felt strange. My heart beats abnormally. For me .. Nervous ?? But why...??? I can find no reason. I just feel it. It's bothering me. "MAID ARE YOU LISTENING ?!" "Huh? Ah sir Uno what's that again?" "F*ck maid !!! Where else has your brain reached ?!" "S-sorry" "I'm asking You If you're okay here, I'll just go inside I'll be easy" "O-oo sige..okay lang" "Ok" then he went down and entered the Meeting Event with his fans especially his fan clubs..yes CLUBS with 'S' because he has a lot of Fan clubs, he even beat artists. As he said, I stayed inside his car. It's going to be two hours but he's still gone. 3 .... 4 .... Errr I'm hungry so where is uno? He said he was just fast. What baaaaaa You'll be hurt later please oh. My tears are already dripping because it really hurts like this because when I pass food, my stomach really hurts. 7 .... T____T I've been here for 7 hours. Asan na sya??? Little cold ash okay ?? When he comes out, you're sure to eat at a restaurant a lot of times --- I looked at the Adjacent Restaurant of the mall that Uno entered. AT .. I SAW HIM EATING !!! WHILE TALKING TO A WOMAN. my tears kept dripping. Didn't he just think of me ?? Didn't he think he left me here ?? I've been waiting here for a while ?? I haven't eaten yet ?? He thought maybe I'm already hungry ?? Maybe he didn't think of that ... because if he thought of that, he would have been here before. But maybe he even thought he just didn't really care about me. I violently wiped away my tears. It hurts. But why can't I be angry with him. I'm still looking and looking for a reason not to be angry with him. Because I can't eat alone, first of all he might suddenly get mad at me because I left, secondly I didn't have Piso's money with me I left my wallet in a hurry. I only brought a cellphone that was about to go mad because I didn't charge it last night. So I have no choice but to wait here until he remembers me or until he gets tired of talking to his woman. 8 .... Uno .... "MAID WAKE UP!" Suddenly I was startled by someone shouting in my face and tapping my cheek. To be continued...