Chapter 12

"Nyenye psh! It's up to you jan! Tss even when the mood is really bad hmmmp!" And he marched out of the kitchen.

I lost to U-uno.

How come while he was saying that he quickly sat down next to me and pulled my waist closer to him so I leaned on his chest, I'm already stumped here. It was as if our bodies were getting electrified. Sheeeet!

I felt him squeeze my waist and then let go of the hug.

"How many times can I tell you to stay away from them?"

"It's hard to stay away from them, especially if we live in the same house."

"Then simply ignore them avoid them!"

"Why? What's wrong with me approaching them?"

"Cause you can be their weakness"

I was sad. I thought he was jealous, but he wasn't. Bwisit.

I moved away from him and sneezed and then sneezed again because I was already crying.

I can do this..

I-I can do it ..

Gone...

I cried because I simply wiped away the tears I didn't want to shed and then hurried to get up. I hope again.

I hoped again that he might like me.

Maybe he's already feeling something for me.

But I was really just hoping.

I could feel his gaze on me but I just hurried. I walked up to my room to close it. I found my door when someone quickly entered it and locked it, then I was quickly cornered.

I leaned against the wall while he was in front of me and put his hand between my face.

I just turned my face to be so embarrassed because he saw me crying.

"I ... I ..... f*ck ... I..I'm s-sorry"

I looked up at him again but instead of driving my chest tightened, my hands trembled and my tears kept falling.

P-is he just sorry?

Is there really nothing?

Can't I just ??

Now I can say that ... I really love him.

I love him so much.

But why do I have to be the only one to love ??!

"Stop thinking Random things! My head hurts with the amount that enters your Mind, remember Ashlei, I can read everything you think" O___O

"J-just leave me alone sir ..."

"No"

"Please leave me alone, I will follow everything you say, I will avoid your brothers, if you want me to forget that I love you and I will just think about what is the real reason why I am here, you can leave in my room, just call me if you need me or we're going somewhere "I said lazily and pushed him gently but he didn't leave in front of me with his forehead furrowed staring at me.

"Ash" my chest throbbed but pain and sadness dominated me.

I looked him sadly in his eyes.

"Why?"

"Don't ........... Cry again"

Gradually his face came closer, I can feel his breathe, his warm Breathe. I can also feel Tungki hitting his nose on my other cheek. And in just One snap, his lips Pressed into mine.

It took a second before I felt His lips move, bitting my lower lip, his kiss became deeper that I can even feel Myself responding, I accompanied his every move, I stareted to wrap my Hands around he's nape, closer he slid his tongue inside, I feel hot, I'm losing my sanity.

I'm going crazy, I am too much intoxicated.

His smell his lips everything to him is so intoxicating. How can I resist this kind of monster?

I tightened my grip on his shirt, I feel his Right hand started to travel, exploring every inch of my body.
And I don't why I can't stop him and just let him do whatever he wants.

He immediately Took off his shirt and throw it somewhere, and he started to kiss me again. Not the passionate one, not like them.

It's more aggressive now as if he's really bitten by me. I felt like something was torn but I ignored it and just responded to his kisses.
His kiss went down to my neck, I bit my lip so hard at the sensation he was giving me.

I just woke up to the truth when I felt his hand on ........

OMY GOSH! I pushed him hard and adjusted myself.

I was embarrassed to look at him so I ran into my bathroom and closed it.

Sh*t! I cursed!

Is this real? We are almost ....
KYAAAAAAAH !!!! Huhuhu, I can only imagine that we're both half naked, I'm already thrilled. My heart is beating fast f*ckshit!

Only when I felt his hand on my b *** st, I was terrified so I pushed him. I remember that he will also disappear ..... and he will also leave me so I can't give him what he wants.

It took me a few hours in the bathroom, I deliberately delayed my bath because I made sure that Uno was no longer in my room.

After taking a bath, I also got dressed, Simple Black jeans and white sleeveless Crop top and White Rubber Shoes. I also combed my hair and just powdered and then applied lipgloss.

I grab my Phone and Luck my door.

I wish I could visit the house, I'll just say goodbye to Uno ...

T-wait can I?

When I went down, I caught up with him again. Someone was talking on his phone. He turned in my direction and our eyes met but he still didn't lower his phone and it remained attached to his ear, maybe they haven't finished talking yet. ng kung sino mang kausap nya jan.

He frowned as he looked at me and had one hand in his pocket.

He's simply wearing a black Shirt and Black Shorts that reach to his knees while wearing black shoes.

he really loves black, do vampires really like black?

Later, he hid his phone in his pocket and still met the eyebrow that approached me.

"Where are you going maid?"

"Come home first? I'll just want to visit Mom dad and Ate"

"No, you're not going anywhere"

"B-but ---

"Y-you're coming With me"

He grabbed my hand and pulled me out. I could do nothing but give in to him.

He put me in his car and started driving.

"Where are we going? Do you have book signing? Or other events? Or PressCon?"

"Nothing, just Shut up and wait until we reach our destination" I calmed down. And like he said I just waited for where we would stop.

I noticed that the road we were on was different, the surroundings were getting dark because of the tall trees. We're at the middle of the forest !!

The duration of our trip until I realized that our vehicle had stopped.

I frowned at the sight of a Large Gate in front of us.

It's high, it looks old.

He went down to open it then came back and put the car inside, after he closed we took the very long Pathway again and an old mansion opened up to me.

"W-what are we doing here?"

"This is my house"

"Huh?"

"It's been a long time. So old"

"How old are you?"

"You don't want to know" then he went down first and entered.

Based on this house, everything looks antique.

And I'm not wrong but unfairness, It's nice

"Why did you bring me here?"

"I don't know"

"H-huh?"

"I just miss this house, so I planned to come here and I thought I'd just take you with me so that when I need something I can order something."

I frowned. Leche to ah!

"Stop cursing" he frowned when he turned to me.
Luh nabasa nya?

"Is it obvious?"
"Stop that ?!"
"Tss let's go!" He pulled me up.

"Stay here first" he opened the big double door and the very spacious room opened for me.

"I'm on the other side" I'll just ask eh -_-

"How long are we here?"

"After the Blue blood moon came out"

"It's the day after tomorrow"

"Yeah exactly so 3 days we're here"

"Why?"

"The view is better here I want you to see that"

I slowly looked at him but he just remained standing and looking out the window as if he was thinking deeply.

"By the way, I'll call you myself when I need something, so if you don't have anything, just stay here in your room or you can be in my garden, just don't go out of its gate. Don't enter my room without my order. do we understand each other? "

"Y-yes sir"

"Good"

It just so happens that he should have quickly grabbed his arm which he stopped but he didn't look at me.

"the earlier ....why did you m-do that and b-why did I hear your voice in my mind what did you mean when you said that?"

"I did that so you wouldn't cry, and don't understand what I said in your mind, I just don't like what I saw."

"I-I-I don't know that tre will do that --- "No need to explain, I'm not interested, just rest maid" Then he finally came out, I sat on the bed and some sadness returned to my chest. I said ... that's all. I dropped my body on the wide bed, the room was just plain, Pure white and Black was the bed with white pillows and white blankets. This room is too big, it seems like it's sad to be alone here. I was stunned on the ceiling when I was not aware of the time. "Maid" I woke up from lying down when I heard Uno, he was leaning against the door and folding his arms. "Y-yes sir?" "Drop the formality this time, Just call me whatever you want I won't mind, come on I've already cook for our dinner let's eat together" he said without emotion. While looking straight into my eyes. "Really?" He nodded. I slowly got up and approached him. He took my hand and pulled me into the kitchen. I was surprised by the amount of food. "N-you cooked all this one?" "Hmm is it obvious?" I winced, he will never change, he has a grudge. -__- "huhu. "Sit here" "Huh?" "Sit beside me, don't worrY I won't bite, not this time" "A-ah ..--- "Come on! You're here" then he took the chair next to him. So I approached and sat down stunned. He spooned me food. "Eat it" then he turned to his plate and started eating when he noticed I wasn't moving he looked at me while chewing. "You do not want?" "Ah sorry, ah what g-I want s-shiempre..s-thank you" "Welcome" And he never looked at me again. We finished our meal without saying a word, I nodded. I also offered to do the washing but he just said he was.
So I left the Kitchen first and went straight to the Garden. Only now have I seen the real beauty of this garden. Because in the morning he was very lifeless but now he is very much alive. There are what glows in the trees, Different colors of water coming out of the Fountain, It shines. There was pixie dust dripping from every tree and I don"t know perp my feet carried me there. I held out my hand to catch the other drips losing its light in my hand, but when I blew it they became brighter. To my great surprise I was unaware of uno's approach. I was surprised when he hugged me from behind. I did not remain silent because I was a statue. What should I ireact. "U-uno?" "let's stay like this" "Why are you doing this? What's the sudden change of mind? Are you playing me?" I had a hard time asking but they just had one of his hands and like I did before he did the same. "No" is its sparing answer. Then he laughed at the hug and pulled me away. He sat down on the bench in front of the Fountain and laid a Scarp on the Carpet. "Here you are" O_Osigurado sya? Will he let me sit there? Then in the middle of her thighs ?? "Sit here" I just did because he might transform. I sat on what he laid down and he leaned on me while his thighs were between me. I felt him touch my hair. "I want to see you curl up weird now" I heard her say as she continued to touch my hair. "Can I?" "Huh?" "Can I fix your hair ?? I want to fuck you, okay?" "Ah of course" I felt when he was already teasing me while I was just stunned by the Fountain. "Does it really hurt?" I creased my forehead when he suddenly Speak out of nowhere. "Huh?" "The love, does it really hurt to Love someone? Especially if that someone Can't really love you back?" Awww. Sick dude !! "Why don't you try to love someone whom in love with someone else to feel if it's really hurt ??" "But I want it to know from you" "Why?" "Nothing, so Just Answer me" "Yes, ofcourse, Anyone can be hurt when the ones they love aren't loved, they're already hurt, they still look stupid" "is that really what you feel for loving me? Do you really love me that much ashleira?" What is Aminan? Am I really going to confess? "Yes" "Why? Why me? Why me?" This time his tone was no longer cold, not angry, not insulting, but tearful. Because of the sadness in his voice. "Because .... I don't know, It was all started when I'm just your only fan. Until my Stupidity strikes, when I was so excited to see you at home, I hurried, not thinking about the possible things that could happen to being I didn't want that to happen, I hurt you. Who is a fool who would want to hurt the person they crush, and then as a punishment, I accepted the job as your Personal maid, I got to know you better, I found out Amazing things about you, your flaws your iMperfections. I was really surprised on my first day at work, your ugly ugly * chuckle * but I don't know that's the reason why I love you now. Even if it hurts. " Errr I hate confession. Am I right that I have confessed forever to him? I did not hear him speak. He also stopped fixing my hair. I can no longer feel her movement. I looked at him slightly, he was closed and breathing peacefully. "I..I don't know what to say" I smiled bitterly. "You don't have to say something, It's enough for me to tell you what I really feel. It's rare for people to have the chance to tell their loved ones how they feel" I heard him sigh. "Let's go" He helped me stand up and he turned me to him and he just stared at me but I felt something strange. My eyes widened as I felt my clothes get heavier. I looked at it and was surprised to see what I was wearing. OmG !!! "Do you know magic ??????" "Yes" "Are you my fairy godmother ?!" He frowned. "No, I'm a vampire" I hovered again wearing a Vintage white gown. While he was wearing black slacks, White sleeves and black coat, with A black cape with Red Underneath, in front of the cape there was a Skull in the middle of it on the side of his chest. "This Time I will be you Vampire Prince" and suddenly he had a Crown, black crown. Until I felt something in my Head. "Let's go!" He pulled me to the Back and I was even more surprised to see A pavilion -like floating. The design is beautiful and there is a chandelier in the middle that is not that big and there is a circular crystal table in the center and there are two crystal chairs. And there"s Rose yet next to the plate. He hugged me and in an instant we were inside the pavilion. Nice!!! I see the stars from here !!! The light and relatively high area. Because we floated. "I want this day To be so especial, I want to be with you this time my princess" "W-what for?" "Recover from all the pain I caused you" "I'm sorry ash, I'm sorry princess, thanks for the love" I kept staring at him when suddenly we were surrounded by glasswall. And from there I can see my reflection, while the first one is blurry. I was shocked when I saw myself, my hair was braided on each side, not all of it. Because something was left fallen and then I had a silver crown with silver crystals as well. While I was wearing a Vintage white Gown and I also had my own make up. I want to be happy, This is a story of me as a Personal maid of a vampire but why does she look like a Fairytale? But I do not care anymore. "Can I have this dance?" "But there's no music" "I'll sing" I accepted his hand, his eye color changed, his red color changed, and black veins also appeared on each of his cheeks, but the difference was that he didn't have a fang, it was normal.
It's like it's just a Sinet. "Relax, I'm just showing you that you're not just having a dance with a prince, But A vampire prince Instead" I just smiled and put my two hands on his shoulders while his two hands were on my Waist. ~ You and I we're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky .. He started to sing while we also started dancing. Her voice is beautiful. It's exhausting. Why is it that he still sang my favorite song. ~ with you I'm alive, Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide He kept staring into my eyes. Unlike his Usual Eyes, dati it was really dull but this time his eyes are so lively. It seems like a lot is being said.
But I do not understand. It was as if he wanted to say something but only his eyes could indicate that. If previously very blank and emotionless, now, hello hello, happy? sad? Or even a confusion it's written on his eyes. ~ so stop right here in the moonlight cause I don't wanna close my eyes .. ~ without you I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without You I've got no hand to hold ...
Without you, I feel torn like a sail in a storm .. without you ... I'm just a sad song ... His grip on my waist tightened as well as my grip on his shoulder.
As I started to sing the next stanza. ~ with you, I fall
Like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall
With you I'm a beautiful mess It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge .. After I did that stanza, he also joined me. ~ so stop right here in the moonlight cause I don't wanna close my eyes .. ~ without you I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without You I've got no hand to hold ...
Without you, I feel torn like a sail in a storm .. without you ... I'm just a sad song ... [Sya] You're the perfect melody
The only harmony I wanna Hear
You're my favorite part of me
With you standing next to me
I've got nothing to fear .. [Duet] ~ without you I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without You I've got no hand to hold ...
Without you, I feel torn like a sail in a storm .. without you ... I'm just a sad song ... [Sya] ~ without you I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole
Without You I've got no hand to hold ...
Without you, I feel torn like a sail in a storm .. without you .. (this time he took a few strands of my hair and inserted it in my ear and he cupped my Face) I'm just a sad song ... (He sang it almost in a whisper and the expression of his mats became clearer, sadness. That's what I saw more) But I didn't do that, maybe he was just sad because of what I told him earlier. I touched her gray hair and played with it while smiling until my tears started to drip. I bit my best to suppress my sobs. This is the most beautiful enchanting and happiest thing that happen in my life. "T-thank you for this U-uno, I'm so happy" He slowly smiled and wiped my tears his smile this is the first time I saw it. "For you" and I just he brush his lips into mine. It was quick, he pulled away and kissed my forehead then hugged me and I just reciprocated. "I want you to be happy Ash, I don't want to see you crying .." "I'm just happy ...." "I'm also glad I made you happy" I thought that pleasure would continue. But it was like a dream that suddenly disappeared. Once I became the Princess and An almost fairytale story, but like a real definition of fairytale, it's not real in reality. There's no fairytale ...... That's the happiest memory that he's with me, but it's only for a short time .. 'Because I didn't know that was the last time I would experience being happy' I woke up when I suddenly felt pain in my chest, along with pain in some parts of my body. I immediately ran into Cr because I felt so bad and it was as if my stomach was turning upside down. I almost wanted to focus my head on the sink in extreme exhaustion. What the f*ck is happening again ??
I'm still pregnant -__- I feel the parts that hurt me. What's going on ?? I cleaned myself up and went back to lying down but I never fell asleep again. I was surprised to see that it was noon. I immediately got up and hurried into the cr to take a bath. I'm back to wearing 12 mid. Because we decided to sleep with Uno. I showered and got dressed then combed my hair and went out. I go to the kitchen but there is no trace of Food here. There is no sign that Uno came here. Is he still asleep? I cleaned first and then cooked in case he got hungry. I was going to wait for him so I didn't eat first and decided to watch in the living room first. But the hours passed without him coming down. It's three o'clock in the afternoon but I didn't feel his presence, I wanted to knock him but I couldn't because he might be angry with me again. I just sighed and stood up and then decided to eat alone. Then I just set aside the leftover food and pretended he was hungry. Even before I entered the room, I went back and forth in front of his room a few times but I also left. Until I got tired and just stayed in the room until late at night. Like at noon I could not see his shadow. KINABUKASAN. I woke up early just in case I caught up with uno in the kitchen and cooking our breakfast. But I was disappointed to see that there was still no trace of him. Where is he? Is he still here? Is he in the room ?? Shrugging my shoulders I cooked breakfast, and ate alone. Cleaned up and had fun in the garden. Where is that? Like yesterday, I stumbled out of his room, I made several attempts to knock, but I was more nervous that he might get angry. Until the whole day passed without him. That I never saw him again. After dinner I re -entered the Room and went to the Veranda at seven in the evening. Today the Lunar Eclipse will take place. And see the Blue Blood Moon. I really wanted to watch it so I focused my eyes on the very moon that I could see from it. That's right, he's the first one from here. I see you .. The size of the moon being super bright. This is what they called the 'blue moon right?' Even though he's not blue and he's just big. Eventually I noticed something was covering it, suddenly the surroundings darkened and it obscured the moonlight. Until it was completely Dark but I just kept staring at it waiting for what would happen next. Soon I was able to see the moon again but this time, it was red. I was amazed at what I saw, for the first time I saw the so -called Blood moon. I don't know myself but ....... Something seemed to live in my body when I saw it. That only stopped when I heard a series of crashes that I hadn't heard for a long time. *blaaaag !! *blaaaag !! *booogshh! *BLAAAAAAG! I felt scared when I heard the louder crash. I immediately went back to my room and went out and hurried to the front of Uno's room. This is ... this is where all the noise comes from. Without saying a word I opened it and I was exposed to A Chaotic Room, dilapidated furniture, cracked vases dead sinding lampshade and swinging chandelier. Upside down bed and cracked glass wall. Until I looked up at the other wall, And there I saw a figure of a man who I wanted to see with his two palms resting on the wall, he was panting and without wearing a lift, his hair was full of tattoos. His whole body that you thought had a life of its own and moved freely, I also noticed the rise below his back which was a symbol of his heavy breathing as if he was breathing. I also heard her weak moan
And intensifying growl. I could also see the trace of blood from the wall that obviously appeared on his palm because his fingers were traced on it. What is happening to him. But that's how I suddenly backed away when he violently turned in my direction and I saw his appearance better. As before and there again are the black veins that you thought were drawn on both his faces. His lips are red and you can see his sharp and scary fangs. Meet the eyebrows and glaring eyes, one is Faded red and the other is intense red, His aura is different now, very dark and dangerous. I was surprised for a moment he was already holding my neck and he was leaning me against the wall. With the sheer force of the impact I felt severe pain and closed my eyes tightly.
I groaned in pain. "Who told you to come into my room!" Her voice was deep, very cold and scary. His hands are so burning that you thought they were burning. "U-uno" I had a hard time mentioning his name while breathing in the air. I was struggling but he was too strong. "DIDN'T I TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN'T COME IN HERE !! ???????" I close my eyes in nervousness and fear. He is different, a different one. Scary. "S-sorry" He violently released me and pushed me against the wall then quickly brought his face close to my neck. My whole body trembled as his cold and sharp fangs gradually applied to my skin. "That's right please? Stop hurting yourself..that's right" "I'm sorry, I'm sorry ash I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to I'm sorry I'm sorry" he kept saying that while hugging me tightly. When he left, our eyes met again, which surprised me even more to see that he was crying. Eros 'Uno' Lavigne is crying. I wiped her tears and touched both her cheeks. "I love you" I closed my eyes as tears started to blur my Vision.
"I love you so much, Eros" and then I kissed him. The taste of his lips, His intoxicating scent.
His breathe that rising and falling in synch with mine, I don't care about our world because this night under the blood moon all matters is only Me an him. He kissed me back with the same warmth and intensity, with the same Longing and love and With the same desire. He held the back of my head as his kiss deepens. I was breatheless and giddy from all the sensation he's giving me. Eros cursed, I moaned. Until I felt the soft bed on my back, he laid me on bed. He's messy ash hair on my hand and he's Hand on my waist, he's now towering over me and all I can think this time is only him. I felt his lips on my Jaw down to my neck planting small kisses, that make me out of my mind. I can't look at him directly through his silver eyes cause I'm busy savoring his lips on my skin. I want him to know that my love for him is real, I want him to feel that no matter what happens, he's the only man I will love for the rest of my life. I AM ALL HIS NOW AND FOREVER. I felt that our clothes left the skin of our body, he kissed every part of my exposed skin, slowly and gently, I place my hand on his broad chest feeling his heartbeat as loud as mine.His lips brushed onto mine. Until I felt an scorching pain. I gasped, And my grip on his hair tighten. I almost tweaked his hair because of pain that I suddenly felt. "Eros" His name, all I can think this time is his name. My fingernails on his skin, him, whispering words to ease the pain. My body is shifting to against the mattress. A tear slipped from my eyes, Eros gently wiped it with his time and kissed my eyes. "I love you" he whispered through my ear. The pain slowly abated and replaced by an intense overwhelming and pleasurable sensation. My breathing gets fleet as Eros' move became rushed. That as if we're have the same thing that we want to reach.I closed my eyes emphatically as I took a grip on the mattress. I shouted his name As we hit the peak. He's body Fell onto mine, I could feel his breathe, he's tired and gasping for Air. And then he kissed my forehead down to my lips once again. "Sorry, Thank you and I love you ashleira" "I love you too eros" and I slowly lose all of my senses. ------- I woke up the next morning when the intense sunlight hit my face. I'm sore down there I can feel it.
I got up quickly and looked around until my eyes met next to mine. That's how depressed I was to see ... The person I expected to see when I opened my eyes is not here, but instead ... I saw a Letter lying on her pillow and a Red rose. The hand I took was shaking .... Until my tears gradually flowed. E-eros .... why ?! "Morning, Thanks for the night and I'm sorry for everything, for every pain that I've caused you. The night We're I became your vampire Prince and you came My princess is the most Beautiful and most memorable things that Happen in my life, thanks because you became part of it.
I brought you here because I just want to know something and confirm to myself.
I want to spend the rest of my day here with you. I also want to try to accept how you feel for me. Believe me Ash I've tried so much, I tried to love you .. but I failed. I thought when I saw you in the garden it was so much fun, I thought I felt something for you, but I was wrong. It was all about the bond, just the bond between us. I also don"t know why you were the one who felt then, why you felt we had a connection to each other, but that Bond is nothing compared to my love on someone. I'm in love with someone else Ash, and I'm going to marry her I thought I'd be happy when I'm with you but it's not because there's something missing you didn't fill that ash, you're not the one who makes me happier, now is the set day to come back I am in our World. I'm sorry, just forget what happened last night, I was just taken away. I see him in you, that shouldn't have happened to us. I'm sorry ash, I hope you find the right person for you, and I know it's not me because in a few days I will have a family that I can be with for life. I hope you find the man who will love you more than you love me. I hope you also learn to be happy with him. I told you before not to cry, so please don't cry, consider this as a lesson. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry ash. Take care always. I love you as A friend. You're the best maid I've ever had even if you're stupid. Thanks for everything.
I can find others and I know it's not me anymore " _Eros Firstian Redley Lavigne _UNO (EFRL_) I almost swallowed the letter because I was in so much pain. Maybe I'm a fool !! I made a fool of the man who wasn't for me. I love her.. I really love eros. But why is it necessary like this ?? Why do I need to be hurt like this !!!? I just love you right ?? I just love but why do I feel like I'm being punished because of that P*only*love !!! The pain ... the pain pain..that I gave him everything and I have nothing left for myself but what ... here I am now ?! He left me..he left me alone ... !! He left me crazy !! What does he expect that after I read his letter I will be happy? !! Tatawa ako? !! If it's that easy, why not? !!! But the truth is that I am not. That he just used me .... I can't accept it anymore !!!! My tears kept pouring, I could hardly see, I was also tweaking myself because I couldn't get out of the pain. I want to hurt myself. I just want to disappear !! Pero pano ??! Paano !!! I don't know how long I cried until I decided to get up and pick up my clothes and go into the bathroom, I almost didn't realize I was dressed, I didn't have to get out of the house and get in the car and fast. who drove .. my tears were shed but I didn't know I went straight to the house of the lavigne but I didn't find his brother or one. What's the matter, after we got together, they suddenly disappeared like bubbles !! Annoyed I got back in the car and drove home. I wiped my face and pretended I was okay. But I feel strange when I step on the ground that is part of our house. When I entered the house it was very quiet. I don't know where dad and mom are even in the evening. I went up to the second floor and saw that its door was slightly open. I immediately went in there and that's how depressed I was at what I saw. "MOM !! DAAAAAD !!" I almost tripped running closer to their bodies. "MOM DAD?! WHAT HAPPENED, MOM WAKE UP!" "A-ash" I turned to mommy she was barely awake because I hurried to approach her. Blood kept coming out of his mouth. "I-I'm sorry" "MOMMY NOOO NOO NOO !!! D-DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES PLEAAASE ..PLEASE NO!" I can see how mommy's hand fell and dad and they disappeared at the same time .. I was left alone here in their room while crying I was screaming. I WANT TO RELEASE ALL THE PAIN I FEEL !! WHAT WAS MY FAULT FOR ALL THIS TO HAPPEN? HAVE I BEEN BAD? WASN'T ALL THE LOVE I GAVE ENOUGH? To be continued...