Chapter 481

I yelled Dixon’s name to alienate Zachary on purpose because what happened between us could not be undone. It was not because of the incident where he stabbed me. The main reason was my illness… It was quite nice to separate like this. That was to keep whatever dignity we had left for each other. I had my back facing him and said, “I choose Dixon.” I followed Dixon back to the previous room. I went to the bathroom and passed him a hot towel after I entered the room. He took it and placed it on his face. He apologized and said, “I’m sorry. What I said just now…I said that on purpose to make him upset.” “It’s alright. I used you too just now.” I used him to alienate Zachary. Dixon understood me but he still said sadly, “I understand. You’re doing this because of the condition your body is in. This is just like two years ago…But you did not push me away two years ago, you wanted to be in a relationship with me. Why don't you have your previous courage?” I stared at him and said