Chapter 1538

Joshua asked me a serious question that I could not answer. I had no idea where Zachary was at all. Ever since he left, I never instructed Tucker to find him again. I was afraid if he was avoiding me and did not want to be disturbed by me. That was why I respected his choice. Even if I felt so saddened about it. Not only that, my health was deteriorating. It seemed like a good choice to slowly drift away from him. At least if it went on that way, I would no longer be the center of his world. If I left the world someday, then he would not grief too much about my passing. As I thought of that, I had no courage to even consider finding him. In the end, I just lost all my courage. Only negative thoughts filled my mind. I was very depressed and had low self-esteem. That was also why I slowly stopped thinking about Zachary recently. I felt like I was unworthy of him. I did not deserve to be his Mrs. Schick! I lied and said, “Second Brother’s still busy.” Joshua knew Zachary well. He