Chapter 50

Euniel I went home after the meeting straight away. I confess that I spent one of those most horrible nights. Why does such a thing happen to me? Moreover, just when I want to get together with Muse! I had dreamed of this moment so much, having Muse all to myself, kissing her without feeling like I was breaking a rule, holding her in my arms and walking around town with her, without be afraid of anyone or anything. But this news that Sandra has just given me, if it turns out to be true, will call into question a possible relationship between Muse and me. Finally, it seems like an impossible dream to be in a relationship with Muse. My childhood was traumatic for me and I swore to myself that I would never subject the fruit of my womb to what I went through. I swore to myself that I would always be there for my children, permanently. Having children from different mothers was never an option for me. If it turns out that Sandra is really pregnant with me, I will have to tak