Chapter 34

Muse I am without doubt the happiest girl in the world. I had been so afraid of losing this father God gave me again. I care so much for him that I can't even imagine if he is going to die. This man came into my life under quite sad circumstances, but he managed to touch my heart. I think that the trauma caused by the death of my father must have taken its toll on me. As soon as a loved one of me is affected by a disease, regardless of its severity, I always get into panic at the thought of losing them. Indeed, this situation is due to the fact that my father, before giving up the ghost, had nothing of someone who could die. He had certainly been suffering from diabetes for years, yet he gave the impression of being in good health. If someone told had me he was going to die that day, I would have judged him as a liar. Moreover, the night of his death, we spent it all together as a family. He amused us by telling us tales and jokes from our village and we laughed out loud. I was the