Chapter 63

KISS OR MISS? With the thought of taking revenge from George for smooching another girl, I try to make up my mind on what I should do because Alessandro already likes another girl he has told me, and if I throw a kiss at him without his consent, it wouldn’t be right. I have to know if he is game for something like this without telling anyone about it. Just to be right in my marriage has got me thinking such nasty stuff. This feeling is what fucks up a good relationship most of the time, but now I have lived feeling insecure enough. I also want to do everything George does. Why should I only feel like this? He should also get a taste of his own medicine. If not anything more, I can also only smooch Alessandro; I have made up my mind. I try to get closer to him and start talking to him about some personal stuff. I tell him about Colton’s call and the closeness I shared with him back then in Paris. He gets really interested in my story. Then at just the right time, I put my hand on his an