Chapter 59

EX EXPOSURE . Amelia . Thankfully, George wants to tell me something, and I can only hope it is about what is happening in Orlando. I cannot do much from this distance right now, but I am willing to understand his side completely and do whatever best I can for him. I feel like crying on the phone telling him how badly I have been missing him while he has been acting indifferent while so many things are happening here. With Mabel falling sick for the first time, I am managing her along with all my emotions without having the support of the only person that matters to me. Luckily, quite a lot of help Alessandro has been offering me, but I am dicey about being around him. He is tall, well-built, considerate, kind, loving, and everything that had me fall for George. This distance is difficult and not much attention from my husband tops it all. I am scared to be alone because I haven’t been alone in a while. I have been emotionally dependent on George. I am realizing it now that he has been