Chapter 44

GRATIFICATION BUT DOUBT . Amelia . I wake up in the morning to wish George a good morning with a picture of my boobs and see his message asking me to choose between Truth and Dare. Feeling lazy as George isn’t around, I can snuggle in bed a little longer. I choose Truth and get going with my daily tasks thinking about what he might ask me. Mabel wakes up, and while I breastfeed her, I look into her beautiful eyes that she has taken from her dad, which makes me miss George even more. Thinking about George, I remember how abruptly he ended the call last night when he was at the bar, and he didn’t even call or message me when he got back to the hotel. Random thoughts cross my mind, but I intentionally remind myself of the official trip he is on. Being available for me all the time and talking to me as I expect him to do does not prove his love for me. I got to take the leap of faith and trust his loyalty to me. I had a gala time yesterday and felt free from Mabel having her around because