Chapter 159

Doing the daily chores, I am holding my horses and not disturbing George’s sleep only because I want to know what is going on with Neil and Naomi because that would be selfish of me. I am also in doubt whether I should ignore this issue just the way he has asked me to do, or if I should do everything possible under the sun to reach to the core. There is an issue with each of those two options, and that is why I am finding it difficult to decide what I should do. If I listen to my husband and let Neil and Naomi be on their own, it will make me look bad as if I don’t care about both of them and take things very lightly. Whereas, if I choose to reach out to both of them somehow, I will still be bad in the eyes of my husband for not listening to him and going behind his back to do something which he asked me not to do. I do not want to look bad whatever I decide to do. Which is why I am having trouble in picking out a way. Which is why I am being patient enough not to rush into doing anyth