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Chapter 37 Find me in your heart I didn t want to admit it to myself, I didn t want to admit it, but I felt a little remorse. What if I had listened to his explanation before? Perhaps, I sympathized with him for the loss of his father. Maybe we can still fix what you broke to us. Maybe we made it all way. Maybe we even had a chance with each other. I almost beat myself up at the thought. What do I really want? Do I want to be close to Asher, or do I want to stay away from him? But I can t be blamed for this either. I was in pain. . . I am still in pain. We don t know if we will ever need to forgive again when we have done that. Also, it s no joke to cheat two times in a row. It was as if I was still swimming with it when it rained stupidity. I also couldn t believe how stupid I was. I am the dumbest. Instead of thinking about things, I decided to take part in their discussion and tease the team. Somehow I feel better again. It was not lon