Chapter 150

ALEXIS'S POV 'How are you feeling, Alexis? Is everything okay?' Ariana asked me, and I sighed. I don’t want to get started early in the morning now. I already had an awkward night with everything I was feeling and thinking about. It didn’t help that Sebastian was sleeping in the same bed as me. Our first night that was supposed to be comfortable and calming almost became an internal battle of controlling myself around him, and from his awkward and stiff position, I knew he was no better. "What do you want me to say, Ana? I just feel weird. I can feel it, the changes happening inside me. The senses are starting to heighten, and things feel like they are not under my control anymore. The emotional rollercoaster I am going through is the worst among all the changes. I am trying to get used to it, but how am I supposed to adapt to it in a month? I feel scared, Ariana. What if I screw everything and all the hardships I’ve suffered to make this thing right goes in vain?" I asked, and she sig