Chapter 14

TRINITY I felt insignificant. Irrelevant. That's how I felt earlier, but who am I to argue? When the head doesn't want me, then so be it. I worked hard to be a part of the company, but my hardship and experience are all gone to waste. I guess I just don't belong there. There's a little regret on the part of my brain. If I only follow my passion as an artist or an architect, I won't be here alone, jobless, in the middle of these graves. My heels dip in the soft grass as I saunter toward Oli. I always came here when I missed him. Being with him, I find comfort. I wrap my arms around myself when the wind blows my hair. I slow my pace when I'm a few steps closer to Oli. The flowers I placed on the granite plate last week are still here and have started withering. Placing another grasp of white calla and stargazer, I set aside the old one. I wipe away the withered petals that fell on the plate. I trace my fingers where Oli's name is engraved while enduring the pain inside my chest. "Hey