CHAPTER 35

It's been a month since Amir returned to his country, and I haven't received a single phone call from him. Even his family didn't call me anymore. I really miss them, a lot. Especially Amir. I just recently realized that my life is so empty, so lacking, without them. However, I want Amir to greet me first. I know that he wasn't joking when he said that he loved me, it's just that, maybe he was forced because of what happened to us. So I hesitated to believe him completely because something had to happen between the two of us for him to tell me that he loved me. Why didn't he tell me before? Why did he wait? Why do we need to be apart before I realize how much I love him? Why do I have to go to the end before I can admit to myself, that Amir is the one in my heart and not Brent? I kept asking myself when the owner of my heart changed. I didn't even realize it! When? When he kissed me in the hotel to make Kimberly jealous? Or when I was in Saudi? The next day I didn't go to the