Chapter 17

“Get out!”He ordered,pushing her away from him. Tensed,Renee quickly ran out of the bathroom. When she got out,she looked back to see if he was alright but he slammed the door closed. “Don’t come in, please.”He pleaded,hoarsely. She could vaguely see his figure and could hear the sound of water splashing everywhere. She felt her heart seemed to be pinched tightly by a big invisible hand. She had never seen him that fierce before. And then she recalled how Gustavo had made sure no one sat in that particular chair and how strangely he had made Dante finish his meals. Her eyes dilated thinking of the possibility that the old man… She paused. No. Surely,Gustavo couldn’t go that far. But then again,the old man had been trying to make sure she and Dante sleeps together. Did he really drug Dante? She quickly brought out her cellphone to browse about sexual enhancing medications. She saw that it helps to treat erectile dysfunction, also helps to maintain an erection. Was Dante unable to do that on his own? She read the side effects of the pills and saw that it must be very unbearable for him right now to try and resist the urge to bed a woman. Renee panicked. He must be feeling tortured right now? Should she go in and help him? She was caught in a dilemma and two differing answers fought with each other in her mind. If she went in now,she would not come out as a virgin. But… He was her fiancé anyway, her soon-to-be husband and they were going to live together for the rest of their lives. What on earth was she struggling with? She clenched her fists hard,took a deep breath and opened the glass door. She saw Dante had soaked himself in the bathtub. “What are you doing here?”Dante’s voice was hoarse and husky,which made her somewhat heartbroken. She sighed and summoned up the courage to say.”Let me help you.Let me make it go away.” Dante stared at her.He had jerked off to the point that his dick ached. And she thinks she can fix it? The effects of the drugs would last for a while. And there was no way he would be gentle with her in his condition. “Do you know what you’re talking about?”Dante asked. His deep dark eyes fixed on her,fiercely as if he could see through her mind. Renee knew what she was talking about. She knew he needed a woman for relief. “I’m your woman so I should be able to help you out right now.”She walked closer to him with her slender trembling legs. She stopped at the front of the bathtub, took a deep breath and was about to take off her clothes. Dante didn’t stop her.He didn’t help her either.He just sat there,looking up at her. Her fingers were stiff and she took off her clothes,shakily. Finally, her beautiful naked body was exposed to him. Dante gasped, feeling more aroused. Fuck! He wanted to pull her into the tub and fuck her until she couldn’t breathe. “I’m coming in.”She informed him. Dante stood up, saying nothing but his silence was a little frightening. He carried her in his arms with a long face and walked out of the bathroom. Renee could feel how stiff and hard he was. She knew instantly that he was taking her to bed.At least he was thoughtful and wanted her first time to be on a soft bed. She was placed on the bed,she closed her eyes and murmured. “Please…please be gentle.”She begged,nervously. She may be clueless but not to the point of knowing that losing ones virginity was painful. Especially because he was so big and she was so tiny. Her eyes were still closed and she was expecting him to get on top of her body,kiss and caress her. But instead,a towel was thrown on her head. “Clean yourself up and don’t come into the bathroom again.If you do,then don’t blame me when you’re unable to walk tomorrow.” She opened her eyes to see him heading back to the bathroom again. He was drugged but he preferred to endure the agony himself rather than have sex with her. Why? Renee racked her brains and got deductions. Was he really suffering from impotency? Was it worse to the point that he can’t bed a woman? She felt so confused and tensed. Dante had gone back to the bathtub oblivious of what Renee was thinking in her little mind. He was afraid of hurting her. Even if he knew her first time would definitely be painful,he wanted to be in his right state of mind to bed her when she was ready. He was a vigorous man who had strong needs for sex not to mention now that he was drugged. And the drug was extremely powerful. It was making him feel like a wild animal who needed to mercilessly devour something. He wanted to be away from Renee until it wears off. He was scared that he would become insane and uncontrolled if he were to bed her. He wouldn’t be able to stop once he started and even if it gets too much for her,he still wouldn’t stop. Her precious first time shouldn’t be ruined like that. He wanted to wait until she was fully and completely ready for him. Maybe by that time,he would have learned how to be a more gentle man. He soaked himself in water, feeling out of breath and when he lord at himself in the mirror,he sighed taking in how miserable he looked. Oh Dante. He had never been a gentleman. He had never been considerate or thought. He had always been self-absorbed and ruthless. Yet,he had refused her when she offered herself to him. He really was going crazy. Time passed by.Dante stayed in the bathroom for hours. When the effect of the drug finally worn out,he got out of the bathroom. When he came out,he looked better. He dried his hair and sat by the bed. “I’m sorry.You must have been scared.”He said,softly. “No,of course not.I’m mentally strong,okay.What about you.Are you okay?”She asked him. She felt embarrassed for a moment. Why was she so kind anyway? She had impulsively rushed to the bathroom and offered herself to him but he didn’t even seem grateful. “You care about me?”Dante asked. “I care more about myself.”She muttered. “What?”Unsure of what she said,he raised his brows, slightly. “Nothing.You should go to sleep now.You must be tired.” She moved over to let him lay down. Her little finger touched his arm by mistake and she felt that his body was slightly hot. Dante maintained his distance from her.He had promised to wait for her and so,he couldn’t break his promise. Sometime later,Renee was deeply asleep.She felt cold and so she unconsciously moved closer to him. She found her way into his arms and sighed,blissfully.She was like a charming kitten,lying in his arms,rubbing her head against his chest and letting out a satisfied murmur. Dante had no dirty thought at this moment.His heart was filled with warmth. This girl seemed to have magic powers, always calming the storms within him,driving all his demons away. The demons he has battled with since he was twelve. “You’re mine,Renee.You can only blossom for me and you forever belong to me.”He whispered in her ear. “I know.”She murmured in her sleep. ************* Meanwhile,Gustavo was waiting outside the bedroom,anxiously. “Are you sure you bought the right medicine?”He asked Chad. “I did.I followed the doctor’s prescription and he said the drugs is very effective.It can’t fail,” Chad leaned against the wall,seriously expecting to hear some sounds,but he didn’t hear any of the sounds one makes when doing it. He started to believe Gustavo’s fears now. Was the young master really unable to bed a woman? Gustavo angrily stomped his foot and said to Chad. “I’ll leave this for you to handle.Whether Dante can have children all depends on you.You must supervise his meals personally and made sure his sexual health improves.” “Don’t worry,sir.I’ll do my best.”Chad exhaled. When Gustavo returned to his bedroom,he felt rather regretful.He had been hoping tonight would go well but Dante disappointed him. At this moment,he wished he could go into the bedroom and teach his son how to be a real man. Dante had been born when Gustavo was in his forties.If he could be so capable at such an age,how could his son be so bad?! “How can I face his mother after I die?”The old man shook his head,frustratedly. He needed to make sure Dante and this girl stays together,forever. If Dante knew that people actually thought was impotent,he would spit out blood.