189: Not Lovely

Camilla After we got married, he proved to be useless, heartless, and really bothersome. I blame myself every time for getting married in the first place. I was too blinded by his false actions to see the terrible life he had installed for me. What a jerk! In the next thirty minutes, I perched on that couch, thinking about everything—from good times to bad, from better to worse, from great to terrible. How did a relationship filled with love transfigure into one of nothing but disgust? It shows that he was lying the whole time. All those times, his words and actions were fake. I got a text from Justin, my friend since college. He was at the club close enough and was hoping I could show up. I was thinking about it. You know, after what happened with Shawn, I didn't think I was in the mood for all this. It had been a long time since I had gone to parties in nightclubs. I couldn't even remember the last time I had so much fun. Why? It's because I've been a thinker, contemplatin