118: Sorry? Seriously?

Camilla After that discussion with Drake, I dropped my phone on the table, and fell on my chair. Not going to lie, I was kind of hurt. And I couldn't understand what was wrong with me. Why did I have to be so rude to him when he tried to put a smile on my face? The thing here's that Drake's a knucklehead, so am I. Sometimes, I couldn't understand our actions. He would be cool today, and this next day, he'd be hot-headed. Same thing for me. Just like what recently happened. I was disappointed in myself, honestly. But some part of me told me not to be disappointed cause Drake had done me shit sometimes. No doubt about that. But I think I was kind of rude to him. So,, should I apologize or not? I shouldn't. Drake never apologized when he caused me pain. He was never ready to admit his mistakes. And by the way, he said he wouldn't get upset or something. I just brought out my feelings. Fake talk, why did I have to say that? I shrug him off, and end the talk, but I was too harsh on him.