Chapter 26

　　I didn't remember how I returned to my room. I just knew that after I came back to my room. I put down my bag and sat on the sofa and was never able to stand up. 　　Going to school used to be my happiest time, but now it has become the most terrible time for me. I couldn't and didn't want to think about how to face my classmates, the teacher, and Bentley. What would they think of me? Would they treat me as usual and laugh at me from behind? 　　Bentley said he trusted me. But what if the others laughed at him too, for making friends with a person like me? Would Bentley still be able to endure it? 　　Besides, I had so many secrets that I couldn't tell him. What was the point of being friends if you had to lie to your friends? 　　I began to regret going to school. It was not a place for a person like me. All this wouldn't have happened if I hadn't gone to school. Then I could give birth to a child and leave without being known by anyone. 　　Fortune always came fast and left fast. When I thou