Chapter 84

HAVEN if I thought things would get better as time went on, then i was solely wrong. Things have escalated from bad to worse in a few hours. People can be so cruel, I don't blame those who commit suicide, this is what goes on inside of them, the excruciating pain, the loneliness and fear they feel before they decide to finally put an end to it. But I'm better than that, I'm a survivor and I will survive this like I survived everything before. My heart feels like it will tear out of my chest when I pick up my phone and there are a hundred plus notifications. I sit up slowly and check my phone, it feels like it's been days staying in this position. The dark space in my mind pushes me to go online. The first post that catches my eye isn't from the school group, it's on someone's freaking news feed, a random person. The caption burns the back of my eyes again. "Spoiler alert, the author isn't just writing fiction but things she pictures with her step-brother, what a whore." The comments fl