Chapter 45

AAMON My possessiveness seems to somehow get me in trouble with Haven. I knew how badly I hurt her at the bonfire, I was going to make up for it but then, I ruined it all by my caveman behaviour after the play when I found her in a secluded area with Ryder. I honestly am trying to learn how to control my possessiveness and anger issues. When I heard from Ember the story about her being bullied and locked up by two girls in the bathroom, I felt fucking guilty for not hearing her out and punishing her for something she did not do. I'd been texting her countless times since the incident but she never replied. I didn't want to irritate her or annoy her any further, so I decided to stop and maybe try to fix things in person. Overwhelming her is the last thing I want to do right now. The person who should have been punished was Ryder. Soner or later, I'll have to teach him a lesson, he's not off the hook, he knows what he's doing. I don't know how many fucking times he wants me to tell him t