Chapter 165 The Stubborn Girl

Carolyn I was left alone for days and asides when someone would come in to bring me food that I didn't eat more than halfway, I didn't see anyone else in the room that I was in and didn't see anyone outside it. Not that I expected to be taken outside for periodic walks. I would have felt insulted if they had done that and told them that I wasn't a dog even though I yearned to be outside. I was tired of being locked inside like an abandoned wife that wasn't pleasing anymore to the husband and was found embarrassing. It was only the second part of the comparison that was right and the first wasn't at all. I wasn't an abandoned wife as I wasn't Gary's wife at all to begin with. He couldn't abandon what he never had and I wished that he would abandon me right now. I honestly wish that he would without making use of me but I knew that wasn't a dream that was ever going to come to pass. He wasn't ever going to let me go and his advice that I let go of the past and move on still rings