Chapter 20

I sighed heavily as I watched the stars in the sky. It's like I'm going to explode with the amount I'm thinking tonight. Three bombs tonight! First, mommy and daddy urge me to go back to dancing. Second, that death threat. Third, my older brother's threat to me. What can my older brother do when he finds out that we have gone beyond what he thought. I mean ... Bullet and I, we already kissed. Lips to lips. That's beyond the limit given by my older brother. Even though I'm 20, I know I have things to try to explore because I'm so curious about life. For 20 years, I was accustomed to being banned from all things unconnected to my studies and passion. I can't go with Shantal to the bar, I'm not allowed to go out without Shantal. I can't be home late even if I'm 19 years old. I know that they're just protecting me, all their prohibitions, they retaliate by spoiling me by giving me everything I want. Accessories, foods, gadgets and everything I ask for. I took a deep breath. I don't want to