Chapter 1986

‘My dearest father and mother, it’s Isabelle. I’ve been hiding something from both of you. It happened when I was around five years old. I think it probably started from that time. I’ve been depressed for a very long time. I always stayed in my room alone. I can’t smile, can’t cry, and can’t speak. Father has a good memory. I believe he still remembers it. The reason that I became depressed isn’t that important anymore. When I look at my reason again, my suffering and pain aren’t that significant anymore after comparing it with what Big Brother went through! However, I still became sick. I kept pressuring myself and led myself into depression. made After that, it became an anxiety disorder. It gradually evolved into an eating disorder. I was anorexic at first, and then I had bulimia. I’m well aware of my illness and mental state. I tried my best to heal myself. I want to enjoy my life and be happy, but I’m always tired and depressed mentally…’ The light in the tent was gentle. While w