Chapter 55

Does he feel how much pain it hurts? He is my Mate. I feel that. Even with his back turned, I knew it was him. In its voice, in the hair, and everything. But I"m not sure if my mate and the white haired guy I met are one. But very impossible .... A pair of black shoes appeared infront of me. I slowly looked up and saw his worriedly face. It made me sit up and wiped away my tears. "Crush" I cried out and hugged him immediately. He was surprised, but he just hugged me and stroked my hair. I sank even deeper into his chest and cried. It feels really heavy. "I .... shouldn't ..... be crying ....." "Shhh ...." he hushed and hugged me more. "But .... it ..... it really ...... really .... hurts ....... so much ......." I woke up feeling heavy -headed. I sat down with my forehead furrowed and looked at the wall clock. 12:00 A.M. in the midnight. I couldn't eat before because I fell asleep crying. Crush has been here before and is watching over me. My colle