Chapter 36

God, what happened to me? I can’t stop thinking about this man. Ivan carried me to bed last night and didn’t try anything out of place. He just held me in his arms and rocked me until I fell asleep. Well... I tried to at least, but I kept going in and out of slumber. How could I sleep after last night’s events? It was my first sexual experience with a man and I loved it. All I can do now is stare at Ivan’s beautiful face while he’s asleep and thinking that this is too good to be true. Something is going to happen and burst this bubble because I’ve never been happier in my life. When the time to start work finally arrives, I try to wiggle out of his hold without waking him but Ivan opens his eyes. He pushes me down on the mattress, pinning me under his strong body. “Where do you think you’re going, doll?” God, his morning voice...I’m already starting to feel tingles between my legs again. How does he have so much control over my body? “I need to work.” I tell him. “Work? What work?” “We