Don't Have the Courage to Question

Bella's POV: From now on, I would try my best to avoid spending time alone with Herbert. When he was in New York, I stayed at home to accompany the children. When he came back, I was very busy. Sometimes, I would find an excuse and tell him that I was busy, but I would stay at Joey's house for a night. When I really couldn't avoid it, I felt that Herbert and I were no longer like before. I couldn't find the feeling of the past. In fact, only I knew how cowardly I was.  I knew that he went to the couple's restaurant with another woman. But I didn't have the courage to question him or leave. I loved him, but I also cared about that very much. I couldn't let it go, but I couldn't leave completely. I still needed some time. I needed some time to make a decision. That night, Lucas and Lucky were both asleep. I took a shower and went out of the bathroom in my bathrobe. As soon as I got to the bed, a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist! I immediately tensed up and my body stiffened. "