I Yearned For Him

Bella's POV: The person who hugged me was Herbert. My feelings were complicated. I could clearly feel that my reason was being swallowed little by little by my feelings. I couldn't control my feelings. When I saw Herbert talking to other women, I would be jealous. When I saw him leave, I would be sad. I would be happy when I saw him come back. God, I really fell in love with him. What should I do? What should I do? But Herbert didn't give me much time to think. He lowered his head and kissed me on the lips again. This time, his kiss was no longer overbearing, but gentle and affectionate. His hand was touching me. This time, I didn't resist again, but accepted it passively. I placed my hands in front of his chest and felt his strong heart beating. Herbert's hands were warm and full of warmth. The desire in my body was quickly aroused by him. My reason was that I shouldn't be like this now. I knew that this was wrong, but I couldn't control my senses, so I could only continue to sink, an