Chapter17 BLS 1 – Nightmare

Blake Coster I was surrounded by a lot of girls, they re flirting with me and started touching my body. I tired to have fun but I couldn t. My mind was somewhere else. I always love when girls worship me but now I don t felt the excitement that I used to have. Weird? Definitely. "What are you thinking handsome?" a light brown girl was giving me a sexy stare, she has the same hair color as Jean. That took my attention but still she s not Jean. Just thinking about Jean made my system light up, there s something wrong with me. Suddenly the girl beside me kissed my lips, I kissed her back and pulled her closer. The excitement wasn t there, I felt so bland. She ran her hands through my hair just like Jean did earlier but I don t feel my hormone go up. I pushed her away and she looked at me shock. I stood up and make my way out from the main club. I walked out from the club and got into my car. I drove back to the hotel. I need to fix everything with Jean or I ll go crazy. I was so frustrated thinking about her, why is she so difficult? I sighed and speed up my car to go to the hotel. I looked at my watch and it s 8 p.m. Arriving at the hotel, I quickly asked the receptionist for her room key. It took a lot of time to convience them that she s my girlfriend. I brought up my luggage with me and quickly took the lift up. I felt this excitement everytime I m going to see her. I walked out from the lift and put the card to the scanner. I walked inside and I heard the TV was on. I walked slowly to check her and found her sleeping. I turned off the TV and walked slowly to her. I looked at her and found myself smiling. I love this side of her. So calm and just peaceful. I slipped a a few strands of her hair that cover her face to the side. I caressed her cheek and kissed her forehead. Kissing her forehead was better than kissing that girl earlier. I decided to take a shower since my body smelled alcohol. I jumped into the shower and changed into my white tee and long pants. I walked out from the bathroom while drying my hair with towel. Suddenly, I heard a mumble, I quickly walked to the bed. I saw Jean mumbling in her sleep, sweats were coming out from her forehead. What happen to her? "No no please!" She begged and then she screamed so loud. I quickly got on the bed and pulled her to me. "Please! No!" She screamed again. "Hey, hey. I m here, it s okay." I whispered and caressed her shoulder trying to calm her down. She was sweating like crazy. She still mumbling something and she cried. "Jean.. Jean! Wake up! I m here.." I said and she opened her eyes. She turned to me with a lot of tears in her eyes. "You okay?" I asked. I pulled her to sit beside me, she suddenly hugged me tightly. I felt her breathing pattern went crazy. "It s okay, I m here." I stroked her hair and kissed the side of her head. "You had a nightmare." I said and she nodded. "You okay? You re crying and sweating lke crazy." I asked. "Yeah." She answered weakly. "Go to sleep again, I ll wait until you sleep. I won t go anywhere." I kissed the side of her head again and she nodded. She buried her head to my chest and we laid down. I stroked her hair to make sure that she felt safe. I was shocked to see her screaming and mumbling things in her sleep. She even cried in her sleep. "Stay with me Blake, please. Don t leave me okay?" "I won t leave you.. I promise." I said and I kept her so near. My heart was crushed to see her so fragile like this. What kind of nightmare that she get until it made her cry and scream? "I m sorry for earlier." I whispered not wanting to wake her up. "Where were you?" She suddenly asked and I thought she was asleep. "Bar, meeting my bestfriend." I said honestly. "I want to take back what I said earlier about you having a mistress, Blake." That made me smile, she doesn t need to know that her words hurt me. I felt rejected earlier. "Go to sleep." "Thankyou for the phone." That made me smile even more knowing she will use it. What did you do to me Jean? I m acting like an idiot now. "Don t leave me okay? You can stay here as long as you let me hug you." She said as she buried her head to my chest. "I m not planning to go either. Now, go to sleep. You need it." I looked down to her and she nodded.