Chapter 61 ~ Painful memories

Gamma Ashley 4 weeks earlier My dad's laying down on the old scruffy wooden floor, his forehead is covered in sweat, and he's panting as he tries to catch his breath. Every few seconds he moans and groans out in pain while I just sit here and watch him suffer. I know I need to free him of his misery but I can't, how do I kill my own dad even if it is what he needs? "It's ok son, you don't have to do this. Get back to kelly, I'll be fine here." Is he serious? Does he really think that I'll just leave him here on his own to die slow and painfully? Pfft, the guy is insane if he thinks that's happening. Why is this happening again? To lose my dad once was heartbreaking but to live through losing him twice is just plain cruel and It's something that I'm not sure that I'll ever get over. I'm so goddam angry at the moon goddess right now. Why is she doing this to me, to Kelly, to my dad? How can she let one of her children suffer like this? Angry tears swarm down my face and I harshly wipe th