Chapter 27

Chapter Twenty-Five Our Spot The next two days I stayed in my room avoiding everyone because I knew they were downstairs hoping I would come down. Charlie and Ezra had come to my room multiple times to see if I needed anything but I knew they were just trying to find an excuse to talk to me. I just... I felt so weird. My head was spinning; every time I would try to get my shit together and thoughts in order, I just couldn't stop flashbacks and things I did not want to think about from flooding my head. I felt disgusting in my own skin. I was mad and sad and so many things all at once. I just didn't want to talk to anyone because the pity and sorry and worried looks in all of their eyes made me want to squirm. They really thought this was the worst I have been through? Ha. That's funny. I just wanted to put up my rough exterior and forget about feelings all at once. If hadn't let my guard down and let myself feel pathetic an