Chapter 172 Why Did She Have To Remember

Ah. She remembered. How would it not hurt? If it did not hurt, why would she dedicate half of her life to it? If it did not hurt, which idiot would use half their life to gamble in this winning battle? The reward was just so that he would turn around and look at her. She used three years to force herself to learn about that person’s coldness and heartlessness. She forced herself to acknowledge the truth. She remembered now. She remembered everything. This was so cruel. Did she have to take back her opportunity to become a coward? She did her utmost to convince herself that if she did not care nor love anymore, she could escape from this loop. In the end, she could not escape from this loop even if she did not care nor love. It seemed like she still minded. It seemed like she would still feel pain. It seemed like the feeling of being infatuated with someone would be carved into her bones forever. She lifted her head to look at the ceiling for a very long time. At that moment,