Chapter 27--NOT THAT I LET HIM

Mom did say I should not let any man touch my vagina, but did I let Mike? No, I didn't. He forced himself on me but still, I felt like I disobeyed mom. No, it was more like betrayed. I felt like a traitor. Mom also told me to report to her if any man tries to touch me, but did I? No I didn't. I didn't tell her because I was so scared. Mom would not hit me or anything but she'd be so sad and mad at Mike that Mike and I would have to break apart, and he might even go to jail because I'm sure mom would want justice, she'd not relent until something was done, like she was not relenting until her divorce with Cameron would happen, and besides that, mom might be so worried that she'd cry herself to sleep every night. It'd also mean that I had betrayed Mike. It'd do more harm than good. That's why I didn't tell her. I decided to keep it to myself. I didn't tell Dr Brown too. Only Mike Tony and I knew about it. And to my dismay and not satisfaction, mom didn't notice a thing. She did ask me