CHAPTER HUNDRED AND ELEVEN INTO THE VOID

JADE’S POV I stayed that way for a couple of minutes, just to let the reality of it all sink in. I had successfully destroyed what took months of hard work to create in just one night. I had become inebriated irresponsibly and subsequently charged at him with the ferocity of a depraved wench. I had not even an ounce of dignity left; he made sure of that when he set me straight, as he should’ve. I did something terrible, and I couldn’t just get away with it all in the name of being drunk; it simply came down to the fact that I was a slut, one who had no regard for people’s privacy or feelings. I was no better than an actual assaulter; I was even worse in every way because he trusted me enough to let me into his home and his bed; he felt comfortable enough to sleep beside me; and I let him down by showing my true colors. I didn’t care if he wanted it or not; all that mattered was what I wanted. My selfishness was stronger than anything else, so I let it control me. I was using h