Chapter 79

He removes my hands from his neck and puts distance in between us. "You don’t understand Bel.” Bel, my mother used to call me that but that was past. "Then make me” I give back. He gets off the bed walks around in a circle like he is trying to control himself. Like he is trying to find the right words to tell me. I scoot closer to the edge and let my legs dangle of the bed. Patiently waiting for him to compose himself for the grand news he is about to tell me. He takes another round then kneels in front of me, he holds my knees and rubs them a little. As much as this is a comforting gesture I fear it wasn’t to comfort me. He sighs and takes a deep breath, he looks me in the eye and I could almost see tears. His eyes were glazed. "All I just want is you to promise me Bella, promise me you are going to trust me. Even if you don’t love me trust me an promise to wait for me ok Bella. What on earth was he talking about, I thought I already trusted him. Did I need to trust him before I i