Chapter 71 I'm Corned Again

Eartha P.O.V. Why I am staring into Kelly eyes and him looking at me like something, to eat. I don’t understand boys and their way of how they show love. But I will let it pass and just listen to what they got to say. I feel so embarrassed of how I was acting in front of them, and I wished I didn’t cry and now they going to laugh and tease me about being a weak loser. Ugh I hate myself right now. They don’t care about you Eartha, you’re not pretty, or even have a nice body your flat chested and no ass on you. Why would these sexy ass guys standing in the same room as I want me? Once Kelly and Jake were touching me and kissing me, I let my emotion inside me show them how much I wanted them. I wanted to run and far away and fastest as I can away from them because I didn’t want them to say that would break my heart, but on the other hand I want to see how they will act if they feel the same way as I feel about them like love. I am in love with them, and I don’t understand why? They